At first, it was a huge internal struggle.
A growing sense of discouragement building up over the years due to so much frustration. Update after update, ticket after ticket, bug after bug, neglect after neglect...
It was hard to swallow that I was about to quit the game I had also loved for years. Hard to believe that, after so much money and time invested—breaking artifacts in the museum without joy—it would all end like this.
Today, what I can say is that I am free. It was liberating. There is life beyond this game. So much life.
No regrets, no longing. Just a feeling of relief with a hint of sadness—but quickly overcome by the recurring happiness of being free and liberated from BHG games.
Try it. It will be satisfying.
There are other pastimes that are not just a little, but far better.